Hard Times Are Upon Us
The hardest thing to do was to get out of bed this morning.
The second hardest thing was to not cry in front of anyone.
The third hardest is not telling anyone yet (outside of you guys and my two close friends), because I don't want them to influence me.
The fourth hardest thing is find all these sweet emails from John in my inbox at work from Friday...when somehow, everything was miraculously ok.
The fifth hardest thing was deleting these emails so I don't just look at them all day.
The sixth hardest thing was finding his prescription sunglasses in my car and figuring out what I'm going to do with them.
I lied. The hardest thing is not emailing/calling/driving down there and demanding a real explanation as to what's going on... I feel like I deserve it, and I need to do it...but I don't know if I'm strong enough.
The second hardest thing was to not cry in front of anyone.
The third hardest is not telling anyone yet (outside of you guys and my two close friends), because I don't want them to influence me.
The fourth hardest thing is find all these sweet emails from John in my inbox at work from Friday...when somehow, everything was miraculously ok.
The fifth hardest thing was deleting these emails so I don't just look at them all day.
The sixth hardest thing was finding his prescription sunglasses in my car and figuring out what I'm going to do with them.
I lied. The hardest thing is not emailing/calling/driving down there and demanding a real explanation as to what's going on... I feel like I deserve it, and I need to do it...but I don't know if I'm strong enough.
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