I'm sitting on the couch texting back and forth with Chelle and it hits me...I'm not elated. I'm not floating on a cloud with a crazy grin on my face waiting all antsy for him to call me. Why not? The date went really, really well. There wasn't a single awkward pause, he's incredibly interesting, he's lived all over the country and had tons of funny stories. But...it wouldn't hurt me if he didn't call--which he might not since he was pretty wigged out over the fact that S and his friends showed up late night at my house. I don't think he believed me when I said that it wasn't normal for random boys to show up at my house unannounced. I personally find it hilarious because S is just crazy and I rarely have anything to do with him, and yet--he somehow managed to ruin the mood last night.

So the breakdown--yeah Patrick's cool, yeah he's attractive but perhaps the chemistry isn't totally there for me. It's not like Matty who makes me weak in the knees, or Drk who makes my whole body heat up...hmm, I'll have to think about this some more. So no, I guess the answer to the question "Is she ever satisfied?" is a definitive NO.