This is blog of a woman who didn't know what she wanted and so chased after dreams and men in search of the answers...drunken hilarity ensued. Then one day she met a man who was everything she wanted, but he wasn't so sure. Then she did the unthinkable; after they broke up she gave him this blog address and she let him into her mind as well as her heart. Unbelievably, even after sorting through the sordid archives of failed relationships, one night stands and her lusty (and embarassing) pursuit to secure the heart of a certain young line cook, John somehow managed to fall in love with her too. Melina and John were married a little over six months after they started dating, running away to Las Vegas to seal the deal. You can imagine what the over/under bet was to see if they'd even make it a year!! Over a year later and they are still going strong...this blog has become their story. Need to tell me something? Email me at Melinalovesjohnny at gmail dot com
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Monday, January 24, 2005
The One
Found out in random conversation that The One (the only person that I've ever said,'I love you' to, the only person I've ever wanted to say, 'I love you' to) got married recently after a very short engagement. I was sad at first. I had to go spend a little quiet time crying alone. They didn't feel like pitiful tears but more like cathartic ones. Afterwards I felt a little better. My chest had less of a tight asthma-ey feel to it, and things were pretty much back to normal. Apparently, without knowing (or I guess verbally acknowledging) it, I'd been hoping that he'd come waltzing back into my life somehow in true Hollywood style (ala Serendipity) and we could pick up where we had left off--before the severe fracture of our relationship. This solidifies it--serendipity is not in my cards. And I'll just have to be alright with that.
posted by Melina at 7:20 PM