This is blog of a woman who didn't know what she wanted and so chased after dreams and men in search of the answers...drunken hilarity ensued. Then one day she met a man who was everything she wanted, but he wasn't so sure. Then she did the unthinkable; after they broke up she gave him this blog address and she let him into her mind as well as her heart. Unbelievably, even after sorting through the sordid archives of failed relationships, one night stands and her lusty (and embarassing) pursuit to secure the heart of a certain young line cook, John somehow managed to fall in love with her too. Melina and John were married a little over six months after they started dating, running away to Las Vegas to seal the deal. You can imagine what the over/under bet was to see if they'd even make it a year!! Over a year later and they are still going strong...this blog has become their story. Need to tell me something? Email me at Melinalovesjohnny at gmail dot com
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
Chelle's Reaching Out To The Masses...How Do You Right A Wrong?
Yeah Damien Rice is playing again...couldn't tell you the song...but he's a tortured soul. So's Chelle's back to moping (and I'm not totally sure what caused this complete shift in moods). I would be in a bad mood, but I'm numb and Damien Rice doesn't do it for's too obvious, as well as the fact that I resigned myself to finding new men. I go with the random songs that reduce me to tortured pain while I vacuum.

So Chelle's question is...actually I'll ask her what her question is, right now all that she saying is song lyrics (sung painfully on key, 'cuz she knows it that well) although she told me that this was of paramount importance (I just used paramount in a sentence and I'm hot is that? Paris would say, "That's Hot!!" but then again, Paris is a dirty, pigeoned faced whore. Hey I like whores, I've got no problems with them.

Back to Chelle--she wants to know, "Is there a chance with a guy (who's been with your friend [not me people]) and you've been with his both like each other have this freakin' Berlin Wall between you and you obviously like each other but...." What do you think? She says, "We need some honesty here." But then again, three seconds later she asked my dog to dance and if I wanted to watch Trainspotting. So, at this point she's got a lot of questions...and I'm doing my best to type without totally fumbling. I've got a ton of questions too, but I'm saving them for much later.
posted by Melina at 3:31 AM