This is blog of a woman who didn't know what she wanted and so chased after dreams and men in search of the answers...drunken hilarity ensued. Then one day she met a man who was everything she wanted, but he wasn't so sure. Then she did the unthinkable; after they broke up she gave him this blog address and she let him into her mind as well as her heart. Unbelievably, even after sorting through the sordid archives of failed relationships, one night stands and her lusty (and embarassing) pursuit to secure the heart of a certain young line cook, John somehow managed to fall in love with her too. Melina and John were married a little over six months after they started dating, running away to Las Vegas to seal the deal. You can imagine what the over/under bet was to see if they'd even make it a year!! Over a year later and they are still going strong...this blog has become their story. Need to tell me something? Email me at Melinalovesjohnny at gmail dot com
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Always A Bridesmaid Never The Bride (Thank Goodness!)
So Cr and I went out for a drink last night and she asked me to be her maid of honor. I am, how do they say, um...honored. I sat and listened as my friend who once described fifteen sexual positions in one random sexual encounter with expertise and glee now tell me about the latest quandry of chocolate brown colored bridesmaid dresses or black ones. I think both would be awesome so I'm not worried about it! I'll be super tan and I have dark hair and blue eyes...I think both are fabulous the brown is so unexpected that it just might be the ticket.

On other fronts? There really isn't much to say. I have been trying really hard to get out of this funk but as much as I've tried so far, it hasn't really worked. I don't know how to shake it. It's not bad...but it's lingering. I've been talking to two guys on Craigslist lately...just talking though, meeting people through the internet just seems down right creepy. Although this one guy seems pretty cool. He's been to 42 of the states, worked in Alaska for a while, hit some of the Canadian provinces and has now settled back in PA. And get this, he lives in a church that he's renovating? Remind you of anyone? I'll keep you posted if that starts going anywhere. He gave me his number but I'm not comfortable calling him yet, I may just send out another email.

Well, hopefully you're not nodding off after this post. Stay cute as always. Muah!
posted by Melina at 6:15 PM