And Like that...I felt better
Well last night I took a moment and just said my goodbyes to Derek. Like the busy bee that he is, he was working at the bar even at the very end. My goodbye I think was pretty good...I didn't let him stop and interupt me, and I wasn't dumb enough to include my emotional drivel. It went a little something like this, "I know you're not leaving until Wednesday now, but I doubt I'll see you before then. Drive safe, good luck and I think you picked a perfect career path for yourself. See you around Thanksgiving." He smiled, handed me my food, asked me for a light and asked what I was doing after the bar closed. And I just smiled and thought to myself, "Maybe this would've been the night," and then I pushed my little fantasy world out of my head and knew he was just looking for something to do (as in drinking) after the bar closed. I gave him my best smile, tossed my hair and said, "I've got to get to bed, I'm pretty tired."
And like that, this chapter (this obsession) ended. And I was ok with it. It's going to be pretty exciting to see who I meet now that I'm kind of open to meeting someone. And I promise not to obssess...it was just a one time deal. Promise.
And like that, this chapter (this obsession) ended. And I was ok with it. It's going to be pretty exciting to see who I meet now that I'm kind of open to meeting someone. And I promise not to obssess...it was just a one time deal. Promise.
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