This is blog of a woman who didn't know what she wanted and so chased after dreams and men in search of the answers...drunken hilarity ensued. Then one day she met a man who was everything she wanted, but he wasn't so sure. Then she did the unthinkable; after they broke up she gave him this blog address and she let him into her mind as well as her heart. Unbelievably, even after sorting through the sordid archives of failed relationships, one night stands and her lusty (and embarassing) pursuit to secure the heart of a certain young line cook, John somehow managed to fall in love with her too. Melina and John were married a little over six months after they started dating, running away to Las Vegas to seal the deal. You can imagine what the over/under bet was to see if they'd even make it a year!! Over a year later and they are still going strong...this blog has become their story. Need to tell me something? Email me at Melinalovesjohnny at gmail dot com
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Friday, May 06, 2005
I've Got The Itch...and No, It's Not The Clap
Last night I wanted to talk to Todd so badly. There were so many of our mutual friends out...he called me, he texted me...and I really, really wanted to talk to him (have sex with him). I can't say that I was itch free. I texted him back once I got drunk (it was Cinco de Mayo people, as if I need a reason) but I didn't text much and I didn't invite him over. I guess that's the key point I must make. Did I want to? Absolutely! When I looked at my phone and saw that he called seven times between 1 am 4:30 am, he called me five times.

Um yeah, the first part of the post was written before I looked at my outbox of my texts. I am officially a minx...or a slut, if you will. Todd and I had a volley of messages that all had something like, "I want to lick you from head to toe" involved in the message. Wow, I thought I could behave. Obviously not. Luckily when Ryan dropped me off I went straight to bed and missed all the phone calls.

So the night was pretty fun except it's pretty painful to see Matty hanging out with his new girlfriend or whatever she is to him. They literally look like they love spending every waking moment together...damn. I miss him. Cr's awesome though. She said, "Look at her, he'll be back with you in no time. She's no you." In this case I wish looks were all that mattered but it looks like they might be really hitting it off. But it did make me feel a little better because I'm a shallow bitch sometimes. I had to conciously make sure I didn't have a sourpuss look on my face at the bar, it kind of sucked...but, it wasn't as bad as the last time!

On the plus side, I managed to NOT send the cop any texts or call him. I will work on the Todd thing because now he's definitely going to be calling me this weekend. Oops! Would it be soo bad if I slept with him? Probably.
posted by Melina at 2:15 AM