Last night I wanted to talk to Todd so badly. There were so many of our mutual friends out...he called me, he texted me...and I really, really wanted to talk to him (have sex with him). I can't say that I was itch free. I texted him back once I got drunk (it was Cinco de Mayo people, as if I need a reason) but I didn't text much and I didn't invite him over. I guess that's the key point I must make. Did I want to? Absolutely! When I looked at my phone and saw that he called seven times between 1 am 4:30 am, he called me five times.

Um yeah, the first part of the post was written before I looked at my outbox of my texts. I am officially a minx...or a slut, if you will. Todd and I had a volley of messages that all had something like, "I want to lick you from head to toe" involved in the message. Wow, I thought I could behave. Obviously not. Luckily when Ryan dropped me off I went straight to bed and missed all the phone calls.

So the night was pretty fun except it's pretty painful to see Matty hanging out with his new girlfriend or whatever she is to him. They literally look like they love spending every waking moment together...damn. I miss him. Cr's awesome though. She said, "Look at her, he'll be back with you in no time. She's no you." In this case I wish looks were all that mattered but it looks like they might be really hitting it off. But it did make me feel a little better because I'm a shallow bitch sometimes. I had to conciously make sure I didn't have a sourpuss look on my face at the bar, it kind of sucked...but, it wasn't as bad as the last time!

On the plus side, I managed to NOT send the cop any texts or call him. I will work on the Todd thing because now he's definitely going to be calling me this weekend. Oops! Would it be soo bad if I slept with him? Probably.