God Hates Me
Today I received a letter that was very important and needed to be delivered to a third party who's place of business is in my town. "Well," I thought,"I can kill three birds with one stone...I can drop the letter off, I can walk one of the dogs and I can get some much needed exercise." So the dog, the letter and I set off on a cold little jaunt. Now the dilemma. The place of business is at the dead end of Drk's street. In fact, I went there every week for about twelve weeks and that's when I first sighted, and fell in love with Drk. I can get to this place without going past Drk's but do I want to walk past, it'd be nice to see him outside of the bar for once...
I walk, I think, I feel like a stalker and decide not to go past his house, no matter how tempting it would be to"run into him". Even I know that sounds crazy and rediculous. And I'm being "normal" again right? So I drop the letter off, I avoid his home...I get right past his block and who drives right by me? That's right! Drk! I don't know if he saw me or not, but Jesus! I did the right thing, I didn't stalk him! Why am I being punished? I wanted to run after his truck and scream I dropped off a big manila envelope...instead, I hang my head down and curse my luck. I think it's because I wanted to do it. I thought things were going well, damn it!
I walk, I think, I feel like a stalker and decide not to go past his house, no matter how tempting it would be to"run into him". Even I know that sounds crazy and rediculous. And I'm being "normal" again right? So I drop the letter off, I avoid his home...I get right past his block and who drives right by me? That's right! Drk! I don't know if he saw me or not, but Jesus! I did the right thing, I didn't stalk him! Why am I being punished? I wanted to run after his truck and scream I dropped off a big manila envelope...instead, I hang my head down and curse my luck. I think it's because I wanted to do it. I thought things were going well, damn it!
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