It took me a while, it actually took me marathon sex to realize...he's just not into me. (I think I'm talking about Matty here, and I think although we have sex, I think he's secretly in love with Cr, they hooked up at 18, and I think he wants a flashback. Or maybe a threesome. I'd actually consider a threesome with Cr, Matty and I...I think. I'm still in love/lust with Drk, but I don't know how he entered the post) I don't need that stupid book, I could tell in a heartbeat if we could make it or not (hmmm not sure where I was going with this sentence).
What the fuck is wrong with me? (too many things to count I'm sure...but also too many good things to count too)
Drk and I spoke for only a few brief moments but I wanted to speak to him, on the hour, every day(uhh yeah while I'm allowed to have fun, Drk has to work. Repeat after me, he's at work. He can't drop everything and hang out with you--even though he usually does). Because his voice is music to my heart (I still agree to that corny line).

(Ok no more drunken posts that I have to fix with parentheses...at least this week.Actually, this might be my first drunken post. But I don't really like having to fix them!)