This is blog of a woman who didn't know what she wanted and so chased after dreams and men in search of the answers...drunken hilarity ensued. Then one day she met a man who was everything she wanted, but he wasn't so sure. Then she did the unthinkable; after they broke up she gave him this blog address and she let him into her mind as well as her heart. Unbelievably, even after sorting through the sordid archives of failed relationships, one night stands and her lusty (and embarassing) pursuit to secure the heart of a certain young line cook, John somehow managed to fall in love with her too. Melina and John were married a little over six months after they started dating, running away to Las Vegas to seal the deal. You can imagine what the over/under bet was to see if they'd even make it a year!! Over a year later and they are still going strong...this blog has become their story. Need to tell me something? Email me at Melinalovesjohnny at gmail dot com
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Code Red: Emotion Levels Are High
As I'm lacing up my sneakers to go to the gym I'm half listening to VH1's "Driven: Halle Berry" and I hear Berry is giving her Oscar acceptance speech and I am overcome by tears as she's saying that the Oscar is "bigger than herself. That it was for all the black women that attempted to make it in the career..." and so on. She thanks Dorothy Dandridge amongst other women...and then says optimistically/tearfully that for all the "black women" (her term not mine) that the door has now been open, and for the young girls to continue to dream because they can get there. And I break down into tears...I'm not a woman of color, I don't want to be an actress, I have my dream job and I've fulfilled every goal so far of mine except to have twins (I mean give birth to twins--dirty minds!)... but here I sobbed until I started laughing at myself. Then I wanted to share it with you so that you could laugh at me too! See boys, I never really complain about getting my period but it definitely makes me into more of whack job than I already am.

Tonight, it's thitwbar...to of course, celebrate the dawn of my birthday (so I guess I'm staying until 12 am). Oh and Drk's t-shirt came so I'm giving that to him tonight and a picture of the Favorite Dog wearing his hat. Good choice??? Let me know what you think of it.
posted by Melina at 4:07 PM